I made a post a little bit ago as my first post. Update:
My psychiatrist's LPN who is my care coordinator she is out sick until Monday. With the weekend rolling in everywhere is closed in terms of psych office.

My concern with me is I'm in a rough situation. I can't go to the hospital because I have a girlfriend and 8 year old dependent on me. I own a landscape and snow removal business 2nd year. And if it snows and I'm in the hospital I could be in a even worse situation.

Reasons for all of this is I'm under extreme amount of stress, I have financial difficulties potentially on the verge of eviction, we are late on our rent and have ran our resources dry since we both have issues going on however my girlfriend is way more stable than me. I've had a lot of things over the year that costed me money flats, breakdowns, business renewal, list is a mile long, little to no money to stay a float.

Symptoms. Daily panic attacks from the morning I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. I'm plagued with only being prescribed 0.5mg clonazapam at night time. Constant fear if I'm going to be able to have enough money to pay for my rent, another financial issue. Feel like I'm going crazy in my head because I'm constantly thinking about the what if's given there all rational things..

I can't say for sure if I'm having hallucinations or not I mean sometimes when I listen to an actual song and then not play any music the rest of the day I will hear that same song I played earlier go through my head at times. I don't know if that classifies or not as an auditory hallucination. I'm not hearing people or things that aren't there. I am however hyper vigilant to sounds. And I'll confirm if my girlfriend heard it or not. And 100% of the time she will say yes. I don't see things that are not there except eye floaters or visual snow which my primary doctor said is due to stress and a common complaint.

Short version: How can I tell if I'm going into psychosis or psychotic or I'm having a nervous breakdown?. Hospital is not really an option right now. I don't use street drugs other marijuana hear and there as I was daily smoker until a couple months ago when all of this life stuff started happening. I take my clonazapam every night and have for the last year or so.

I just need some answers if anyone experiences this and if did what was your outcome?