This particular forum or anything about the subject of SI is triggering for me--even the positive posts. I saw a documentary on TV once about a girl who did it. I saw her do "it" on the show and even though I was doing ok, I had done "it" too. I haven't done anything still in almost 3 months. So so far I'm still doing good. But I'm starting to think about it a little more. Guess I need a break again. Before I break my body. Thanks, everyone!