I did some cleaning this morning and it went alright. This afternoon I got into an argument with my friend. Maybe I should have known better not to have mentioned to him about my possibility of moving, since he had to bring up that
I should try to look for a job. I'm not feeling motivated to get a job now after what I had been through and wanting to leave the area where I am. So I'm confused.

The days are lousy now since I have been arguing with my sister and him. They are all that I have. It has sent me into deep depression and I'm feeling like there's no light at the end of the tunnel. And I'll be all alone because I can't seem to get along with anyone. I'd like to have someone to understand me, warts and all that I have now.