I had to make another police report on my stalker last night. I received an email with his email address on it, and it appears that someone hacked into my email account to do that. I have to go back to court with this for him to be arrested. I don't want to do this, but then again, I'd love to cause him some hell in his life. Is this payback for me, or part of the natural PTSD process? I think, both.