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Not finishing things, and especially those kind of things that are connected with joy - yes, I know that, too.
It is a kind of self-sabotage, a rather automatic process of sophisticated self-damaging, I guess.
Something is blocking the way to enjoy oneself and oneselfs successes, as I see it.
And I agree, this has must have been learned some time ago.
Breaking through these walls seems to me the only way out. So when I feel this "fear of success" coming, I decide not to care and continue with whatever is my aim.
I think it is possible to learn to feel content and to not let such feelings disturbe or even obstruct personal progresses and successes.
But - I know it is sometimes hard *sigh*...
Best wishes,
bluna
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It is the way it is. I can't change that. But there might be a way to change how I react.
(Meanwhile I found out, there are such ways.)
To cope or not to cope - that is the question.
Healing comes from within. As I see it, the trick is to find the lost way back to safe home. Wherever I am, whatever happens to me, my safe home is always with me.
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