T appointment went well yesterday even though I relapsed before the appointment. Oh well. She was good about it. We talked about the voices and she was assessing my skills. That was a little weird. She says I am mostly doing good so that's positive. I can go places by myself and stuff and she said that was really good. Obviously I have to for work but also I go other places by myself. At least I did before Covid. Sigh. Covid. Ugh. We have another appointment on the 28th. We were going to meet on the 25th but I forgot I am going to be out of town then. So we are going to meet on the 28th. Via Zoom of course. She got the card I sent her for New Years. I sent it to her office because that is the only address I have. But she did go to her office so she got it. That's nice. I feel like crap about relapsing with self harm but I held out for about a week with some pretty severe urges and I almost made 4 months. So that's good I guess. Not where I want to be but it happens. I like my T so far. She seems really nice.