My anxiety is tough today. I assume I'm just super anxious about my appointment on Thursday. I didnt sleep the greatest last night but I got enough sleep. I ate dinner around 3:30 then I woke up at 11 hungry and in pain. I am trying to tell myself I woke up mostly because I was hungry. My mom and I went out this morning. We went to Target and then went to a couple hardware stores looking for KN95 masks. No luck on the masks. If they don't already they should put a limit on many a person can buy at one time. I have in person therapy tommorow morning so I'm hoping she's helpful. Right now I just have a headache and my body is telling me to eat something but my mind just wants valium. I was a bit crabby while I was out shopping. I desperatly needed to use the bathroom and I'm just not comfortable using public restrooms. I have to use the mens and I have to go into a stall and I just dont want any trouble. Also I was getting frustrated shopping. How hard is it to find camo pants that arent sweat/jogger pants? I want cargo camo pants yet I cant seem to find them. My mom is at Walmart, sometimes they have stuff like that.

Edit: I just honestly don't feel good today but I think its just nerves but the nurse said theres something legit medical going on so maybe I don't feel good for a valid physical reason too. I don't know. I had my valium and a tylenol and a yogurt and I just feel blah right now.

Now I'm very tired but my temp is normal wonder if its covid. Lol. I made some soup and I am lying down. My headache did not go away with the tylenol but I only took one.

Now my headache turned into a raging migraine that is getting me right in my right eye. I am not in a good mood because of it. My brother is on face time with his therapist who keeps misgendering me and I want to go out there and yell at him.