Whenever you feel you 'miss' him, I would remind yourself of what you wrote in your original post:
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However, sometimes he also came across as quite rude and short with me
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Frankly, it seems that you didn't really know him - nothing was spoken and neither of you seem to know where you stand with regards to the other. There are only suppositions and assumptions made. As such, it seems it is not him you miss but a romanticised or idealised idea of him that is not 'real' or anchored in reality.