I'm tryin'.
I just wish...If I were REALLY important, he'd tell everybody about me.

I mean, maybe this is healthy, but it's not very comfortable. Maybe I'm just used to guys who fall head over heels after date one. I know that doesn't work out usually, but then I KNOW they love me.

Maybe I shouldn't want someone to love me. I'm probably asking for too much right now...I haven't dated in a really long time and I really like this guy. I just don't want to chase him away. But I feel so needy.

So...If he DOES like me, then I should just relax 'cause things are cool?