I am.. The energizer bunny.

But I need rest.

I rested in the car on the way down from the hill. I enjoyed skiing - I'll go again tomorrow. I just think existentially about reality, my reality, New World Order, very strange possibilities about what happens next.. And scared of eternity - My mom is just in her own world, happy, loving nature - It's good..

I read on the tablet/phone on the way up to the hill. 60mg of Vyvanse doesn't do anything in the morning - I might as well not take it.

I'll make a coffee now at 4pm and sleep at 12-1am.