Today was interesting. I woke up and felt ok enough to go to therapy. I was tired and not hungry and nervous about my doctors appointment but I didn't feel sick the way I did last night. Therapy went well. I voiced my concerns about my apointment. She acknowleded my feelings and said it was good that I went to the dentist and was ruling stuff out and yeah peeing neon yellow is not good. Then she said quietly and a bit nervously "have you been tested for covid?" And I said yeah like a week ago. Then we made a food plan the rest of the session.

My mom and I went out afterwards to a few stores a couple hours away. Things were going ok. She asked if I wanted to go out to eat but I had no appeite so I just got a smoothie and a jerky stick from Smoothie King. Then right after Smoothie King I really had to use the bathroom. And it was making me feel pretty sick. I wanted to continue and I didnt want to deal with public restrooms. So I just held it. That was around 11 and by the time we were just about done with our shopping at 2 I was in full blown distress. And 2 hours from home. Luckily I made it though I did finally tell my mom what was going on about half an hour back and asked if my sisters house was any closer then ours. My mom asked if I wanted to stop at a shady rest stop which is why I didn't tell her I had to go 4 hours ago. But she knew something was not right with me and she kept asking if I was ok throughout the trip.

But anyways now I just have another headache and I'm very cold and there probably is something legit going on. I'll find out more tommorow.

I have the hood to my red hoodie up and I'm giving off major Elliot from ET vibes. I'm just so frigging cold.