But there's a technocratic security state now.

I would like to be more positive. My persona did that for me. I don't want to be completely, not negative though.

Balance.. And understanding, awareness....... I'm not sure what to do - And many people have cognition deterioration and pain, lost their job, homeless, drugs - W/e. And so the drugs were a really negative manifestation for me.

I don't understand what has happened - Or maybe I do, more than I realize. And the future will be good - Because I now have the strength to overcome what ever comes my way.

I just need to deeply recalibrate and reflect. Every day, I learn much more. My mind has healed (It feels like) today.