L,
I feel panicked. I kind of feel like I just did karaoke drunk... Like: "oh ****, did I say/do all of that?!". I got brave through writing, but now that I have to face you, I'm scared. I'm letting you see me, and it's terrifying. These topics, I haven't talked to anyone about them in detail. Some of them I don't even understand! I need you to push me tomorrow, L. I have to push through this fear. It's the only path forward. Can you provide me with lots of reassurance beforehand?

I love you, L. Thank you for choosing to be on my team!