Welcome.
I too am an alcoholic, who got pretty far into it, before getting help but I've now been sober for a little over 2 years and feel great.
Are you thinking about maybe trying to get sober?
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba