Dealing with some (okay, okay, a lot of) paranoia today.

Not sure if it is my OCD tendencies (I haven't been officially diagnosed with OCD but a couple of therapists have brought it up as a possible diagnosis) as it relates to religion, or if it is my Schizoaffective acting up. I don't know that it matters except I seem to be ruminating in the paranoia. I might write Pastor T and get his advice.