Don't let the experience of one bad trip ruin your life. Initially I didn't think I could get sober or stay sober, but I have and life is definitely better. You can do it too. Just take it one day at a time.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba