Professional artist? !! Art is a beautiful thing - It can objectively change the whole world or subjectively matter to one person (Or yourself) - And that often is what can really matter =] And artists are the hardest on themselves to death, second to infp..

I'd like to draw or paint - But I want to do something that I will commit to. Guitar, everything.. I do often feel a need to express things. People can hurt us - The world is cold.. But it's true, you are likely tired ^-

I hope you feel better soon friend. You deserve to be confident - But also know that it takes cultivating of esteem day by day. Like harvesting corn..