Well, Tuesday is nearly here again. I find myself still missing Ex T and still wishing I was able to see her for sessions. I find myself continually trying to find the right path forwards yet seemingly it isn't there. So I guess I will be back with you in less than two days time.

I am VERY close to emailing Old T again. Mainly because that woman that she recommended to me has not replied to my email about coming back and I'm not sure where that leaves me.

It all still feels like a bit of a pot mess and like I said last week, I am having to seriously consider whether I am meant to be doing this work or not. I am a big believer in the Universe and Fate. That things are meant to be for a reason. Maybe I'm not able to find the right person because I'm not meany to be doing this right now.