Well hell…

I legit woke up in a truly Shyt mood. Everything is annoying me! I know my pain is really bad but still.

One of our older dogs starts grumbling in the afternoon wanting his dinner. Most days it annoys me a bit but today ??! I’d love to throw him outside in the snow. Of course I would not do that. But It’s on my last bloody frayed nerve.

I walked down to our mailbox it’s a long way away. Some of the snow melted and the grounds so soggy my foot splashed down in the mud almost to my ankle. So I went on a rant from hell !

Tactile hallucinations are still pretty strong I was hoping that they would go away since I’m back on my Geodon… not yet !

I really just wish I could go to bed and stay there. I’m biting my tongue like crazy trying not to get snappy with Steve. This is a time when I truly wish I was still on Xanax.

I just “hate me” when I get like this.

Hugs my friends !

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