I don’t feel we were too productive today until you got the Oh cards out. That was my fault; what I wanted to do, wasn’t as helpful as I expected it to be. I think I’ve somewhat lost my focus when it comes to counselling but it doesn’t mean I don’t feel like I still need it. I’m almost definitely going to need it in the coming months.
I often wonder if I’ll ever be able to fix my attachment issues. My head feels like a strange place, sometimes. I feel like I’m taking too much for granted, then panic if it looks like I’m going to lose something. I want to get better, though.