I felt like that for a long time.

About jobs, sometimes you have to have a job that pays the bills and find fulfillment outside of work. I enjoy the volunteer work I do more than my paid job.

I considered fostering and adopting as a single parent, but I don't believe I would have the energy for it. Also, daycare is pretty expensive, a lot more than the $300 a month you now get from the government. I understand wanting to be financially stable first. I think I could handle being an aunt or godmother.