Why does everything have to feel so hard? I say "feel" so hard because I realize the things I'm finding difficult are objectively not difficult. Like right now, I'm avoiding sitting up in bed and putting in my contacts. I'm wide awake, there's nothing I can identify that is making this hard for me. But it feels like a huge thing.

Meeting in 30 minutes. Will have to at least put on my glasses and turn on laptop. And I really must feed dogs before meeting. That requires a foray into the kitchen. A long and arduous journey of 15 steps. Feels like it might as well be 15 million.