I am ashamed to admit I feel kind of sad that neither you nor Dr. S have replied to me yet. It really hasn't been remotely long enough where I should feel that way. With you, it's probably related to my message feeling really vulnerable. Telling you that we need to revisit that stuff is hard because I'd much rather avoid it. With Dr. S, she had been responding to me really quickly until this time, so it was just kind of a bummer because I missed the little boost I got from her telling me I did a good job cleaning my space for the day.

Anyway. Felt pretty down the moment I woke up today, so I'm probably just in a funk and that's why I'm feeling all sensitive. I actually kind of feel like I'm going to cry. As you know, that's not something I do frequently. I'm generally averse to crying because 99% of the time, it doesn't make me feel better. In fact, I often feel worse.

Had trouble falling asleep last night and J decided I didn't need my last 40 minutes of sleep this morning. That's probably all this is. Not a harbinger of doom. Right?