Therapy went well. It was remote since I was and still am not feeling good. But it was a productive session and she thanked me at the end for being focused today. We got a lot talked about. I told her my birthday was coming up and I asked her what month hers was and she mumbled what month and its a few months after mine and then quickly said "but anyways..." we are both relativly young and I'm not sure if she finds the age thing weird or just not important. At times I feel like she finds it weird. Like when she first told me she sounded uncomfortable. She kept calling my mom "mom" today which always kinda bugged me when a therapist who was older then me did it. I don't know what to think of this one doing it. But we don't seem to have an issue with the age thing.

But after, I tried eating and my stomach just blew up into a ton of pain. So I took tylenol about 10 minutes ago and I'm lying in bed. I'm starting to get scared to eat anything but Pop Tarts though since thats the only food my body seems to be able to handle and thats not going to end up well for my mental health if I don't eat anything but Pop Tarts out of fear of getting sick. I know people can survive on just potatos but I doubt they can survive just on Pop Tarts.

I felt like I was having a stroke last night. No joke. It started around 8 maybe. I had fallen asleep at about 6:30 or 7 and the song Ironic was playing on my phone. I smelled the most deliscious food. It smelled like my mom was making prime rib or steak or something. So I texted her and asked her what she was making. And she said "spaghetti." And in my head I was like "wtf." And I went back to bed. This morning I found out that when I had texted her she had just began to boil the noodles.

Then I woke up again at 1. Feeling super confused. I also couldnt move my right arm which I was not sleeping on. Finally I got it to flop in front of me where it lay limply until I could move it. Then just this wave of nausea and heartburn hit me and I needed pepcid. That went on until I got back to sleep at 4.

I have no clue whats happening to my body but with this omacron varaint its tough to get answers since a lot of people are out sick with it. I still have not gotten a call to schedule my CT scan.