Where are you? It's not like you to not respond. Honestly, I think I'm going to be a bit upset if you don't. I don't feel like sending you picture evidence of leaving my house like you want if you can't be bothered to acknowledge what I said, let alone talk to you about that bad stuff again!

How dare you bring that subject up and ask if we need to talk about it again then ignore me when I let you know we do!

Maybe this is a defense so that I have an excuse to avoid talking about it next week. Idk. But I feel very alone right now.

Anyway, not sure I can bring myself to text you again to send the pictures. It feels somehow humiliating, like I'm desperate for any crumb I can get from you. Like my life is so completely empty that the mere chance of receiving a response makes it worth the effort. There are some things that need no response but this isn't one of them.

Part of me thinks you haven't responded because you don't know what I'm referring to. That would make me feel even worse because that means you don't even remember you asked if we needed to revisit that topic. Cue intense shame on my part that I assumed that topic matters enough to not forget what it was not 24 hours after the session. Not even 12 hours ffs.

Dr. S, I'm surprised you didn't respond but maybe you interpreted my statement about showing you more progress at my next appointment as me not wanting to hear from you until then. Or maybe you're just busy. I appreciate all the encouragement you have given me since last week. I think I was just disappointed because I thought I had one more response from you before I would be on my own again.