It's not been a bad afternoon but I've been battling with the weather all day it seems -- I can't seem to get warm ! I've stayed in bed most of the day to just be underneath the covers. I keep a blanket over me always but it just isn't cutting it today. I may break down and turn the heat up a bit, we will see. I am trying to drink more water so these cold bottles of water I'm chugging down are probably what is keeping me feeling chilled, to be 100% honest. At least I'm getting my water intake! Might have to break out a cup of hot chocolate instead


Since my medicine has been sorted out and it's been working, I only see the psychiatrist once a month now which is kind of nice since I don't constantly have to keep up with appointment dates. I do still see my therapist weekly. I really need a calendar to keep things organized but I use my own method (I write it in my phone). I miss being a teacher and having an academic calendar/planner. I enjoyed filling it out. I also loved a big desk calendar. (Call me crazy, I'm the only person on earth who enjoys filling stuff out, including forms lol). Therapy this Friday is going to be a bit different for me -- I am gonna be open and honest and I may get some push-back and attitude. I'm hoping for no, and I am trusting my therapist will understand me. I'll explain that scenario at a different date. It'll be better to just see how it unfolds first rather than anticipating 100 different ways it can go.

Ate some soup for lunch and will probably make some cheesy rice for dinner. It's a gloomy day out and tomorrow won't be much better. I am not a fan of Winter. I'm ready for Spring. Bring on nice temps and good walking weather!

Well, that's all I have to report for my boring day lol. Feeling OK as usual.