Hi, I used to be here years ago under a different name. Can't even remember my old username. This place was a lot more active. Seems like there are no support forums on the internet anymore. A shame really. Anyway, I'm here because I have recently over the past six months or so have been having some flashbacks about what I think was my dad but I have OCD so I need more evidence than a normal person. One of the memories was a forceful kiss by what I know was my dad and then panic. The other a flash of what I got a sense was my dad knew it was a man but the flash was split second, some underwear that I think were mine and a pressure then release of pressure in my abdomen. I was convinced meant I was dying. I was wondering if that's all the evidence you had to go on would you conclude that you're father had done something sexual to you? Thanks in advance for any replies. I'm just struggling right now.