Thank you all for your kind replies. I'm so touched.


Sometimes...I just have no idea what to do with myself. I think because I have no structure to make up my days. I find it hard to create that structure on my own and stick to it. It's much easier to have to be somewhere.


Volunteering is a good idea. I volunteered for over 2 years at this place, and then they had a change in staff and a new volunteer coordinator, and I went from volunteering on a weekly basis (just 2 hours usually, but it was something) to 0. I am looking into volunteering other places.