Dear New T,

Thank you. For hearing me, in a way that it hasn't felt like you have until today. Why did I have to figuratively shout in order for that to happen though, I've been saying it for a while now.

But I'm grateful for you trying to help me find a way. Starting over with someone new, again, doesn't fill me with joy, so if we can make this work, at least for the time being, maybe that would be for the best. Hopefully these changes will help.

I did tell you at the beginning that this could be a rollercoaster, didn't I. I hope you like rollercoasters. I hope they don't make you feel sick like they do me, because one of us needs to be able to stay strong through this.

I wonder what you would say if I got that thing sent to your address... Just a thought!