I know another reason for the change I'm feeling inside. I've had this one song from the movie Grease playing on repeat in my head for a few days - and yesterday I began realizing why. It's one specific line from the song that's been hitting me - that was what I'd been doing with you for a good while - I'm not anymore and realizing that made feel so.f'ing.free! I don't think I'll be calling you to check in anytime soon. It's time for me to get on with the living of what life I have left.