Volunteering was the best thing I ever did @WovenGalaxy I had to try a few things before I found the one that was a good fit for me - you sound like you have so much to give. Maybe this is part of your sadness? That you know you do have a lot to give and need to find a place to direct it?

I have felt that ghost feeling, I was married with a child at the time, but my husband couldn’t be everything for me, and my child was growing up and didn’t need me like before. It’s quite a common feeling I think, for so many of us at different points i our lives. You aren’t alone at all in these feelings.