I'm feeling like this myself. In a few months from now I have a major decision to make about whether to stay or leave at where I live now. My lease is up in June and I have to make a decision by May.

I hate to have to pack up and leave but I feel like I have to. Or I can stay on just a little bit longer. On the other hand, there's not much going on here to stay for. I need to line up another place that's affordable and I haven't had much motivation to have a target place in mind. I'd love to travel to someplace where I might want to move to. But I just don't feel like doing it. I know I have to do something and soon! Where I am now is killing me financially.

I think the pandemic has been a major cause for me and possibly others to be unmotivated. I also feel unmotivated to get out and meet people to possibly make much needed friends for me. It's like what's the use in thinking about doing it, because whatever there's a place for it, it probably would not happen anyways. I'm introverted and, in some ways, the pandemic seems like a good excuse to just not get out and do something about making friends. But yet I feel like I'm missing out.

So it's both finding a new place to move to and making friends.