I know the feeling. I watch my skinny friends eat things i havent touched in years because im afraid of what's in it. one look at the labels on poptarts and i swore them off forever. I just had a huge binge fest instead of going out and meeting up with my friends and co-workers. After looking at the scale ED told me i was too fat and couldnt be seen in public until i lost some weight. i was so upset i binged and cried. i want so bad to drop just 10 pounds, i keep telling myself once i get there ill stop. but i know it will never happen. if i ever get there ill just want to keep going lower, and i'll never kick this. I think that's the one thing we all have to give up to beat our nasty little friend Ed.