Anxiety started a little earlier today than normal, but I've kept it generally in check. Things got better over lunch, and is now sliding back into anxious thoughts. For someone who would welcome death, I sure seem to worry about it a lot. Of course it's cold and starting to snow, so that usually knocks my mood. I could probably go take a nap with my dogs, but while I feel tired, I don't think I could sleep. Oh well, another day in wonderland.

Edit: The anxiety has gotten out of control now. The dogs can be put in the kennel but it's probably too late in the day. I just want out.

Edit 2: Panic attack coming on.