Everything seems so unpleasant. I went in my ZOOM support group today and quit because people were not making sense and there was no communication going on. Just each one spouting off about their random troubles. Plus a facilitator i despise was taking the lead in the group. I left feeling worse than when i went in.

It's cold but i got my dog outside today. She doesn't like to stay long tho. After a few minutes she starts racing between me and the gate. It's pretty funny how she doesn't talk but she sure gets her point across!

I tried Scrabble but it was too unpleasant. I don't dare try soaps in this mood, i won't be able to tolerate them at all. I got a few things at the convenience store here in the building and the cashier who i haven't seen in a while said, "What's new and exciting?" You know how i want to hear THAT. I just mumbled.

I guess i'll just sit quietly. Sometimes i feel better once night falls.