I'm doing decently today. I'm still off physically. I am just having a lot of nausea and pain mainly where my surgery was. When I saw my doctor a couple weeks ago he said my pain was not surgery related. I'm really nauseated and headachy despite taking tylenol about 2 hours ago. I'm just going to have to hang on until Monday.

So far the lower dose of valium seems to be going ok. I do not seem to need the vistriel but I did drastically cut back, basically I cut out caffeine. I had been drinking 2-3 cans of Mountain Dew a day and then one Coke and then a medium iced coffee. Now I'm down to one can of Pepsi or Dr. Pepper and then caffeine free soda. But all these physical issues I was having before lowering the valium. And they are just making everything tough.

I just ate walmart brand chicken noodle soup. Although one of my mottos is "eat to live" not "live to eat." Which is one of the reasons why I am not over 200 pounds.