My other cat just almost died from an asthma attack. She definitely couldn’t breathe at all for a few seconds there. Generally I can calm her down enough so she can relax and breathe but not this time. Thank god she came out of it, the pet ER is ten minutes away, she wouldn’t make it if she can’t breathe.

She does not have a rescue inhaler but she does have a course of steroids I can give her if she starts getting bad, so I just gave her a dose and will continue the course.

I can’t believe this ****, if it’s not one cat it’s another! How did I end up with two chronically ill cats! I mean it’s like having a chronically ill child though, I wouldn’t give up on them. I’m just scared to leave her alone now. Or watch her die before my eyes, what a terrifying way to go.

**** that scared me. I had to weigh Cheeto again to see if at least he is getting better. Gained another half a pound if the scale is to be believed. I think that might be making my other cat’s asthma worse, I’m leaving lots of food out for Cheeto so he can gain weight but she’s eating it too and she’s getting FAT.

I’m going to stop vaping inside as much. I won’t go out after dark so I’ll have to just take a puff here and there. That’ll help me eventually quit too at least.

I hope she’s ok for the rest of the day/night.