Getting out of and finishing up at this most toxic work environment is stressing me out to no end. I have far too many clients, far too much work to deliver, and my company is also going to make me write up a transition document for every single client of mine, which is 8 clients, on top of all the work I have to do. I really don't want to work overtime hours, into the evening or on the weekends, but if I want a positive reference, I will have to do it.

I am super resentful right now and I absolutely hate them. I hate what they've done to me, I hate how the CEO reacted to my leaving, and I hate everything about this place. I am SO done there.

I do feel like I have some PTSD as a result of both my interviewing experience this go around, and as a result of my company. I am beaten up.