Thanks for checking velcro!
Yes, we met today. She had read my email and was much less pushy and "loud". I did bring my service dog who was a wonderful distraction and it was a good training session for her (we are still working on generalizing to new places and situations). She was supportive of my sharing my frustrations and needs and she really was trying to keep it toned down. We only had one awkward moment and it was in relation to my service dog. She said she is very open to better meeting me where I am at and I let her know that I don't trust easily the first time and have a very hard time trusting that she would continue to back off... So... I let her know I would process it with awesome T as well and I may or may not schedule with her again. She did ask if it was OK for her to say hi to me in the waiting area if we happened to run into each other and I am OK with that.
I am not sure where I will go with it... but in reality I am really thinking about cutting back on therapy anyways. I have some other medical needs that have been being neglected as I can't afford them and therapy and it might be time to get those attended to.