I am soooo not getting my next haldol injection. I think it's contributing to weight gain too, as if the akathisia, dystonia, and tremors weren't enough. I feel like I did when I was on Zyprexa/clozaril/seroquel that I cannot feel full. I've been depressed since starting it too. And of course my next appointment was scheduled 4 weeks out instead of three. I know the psychosis is going to come back, but frankly I don't care. I'd rather end up in the hospital because I'm genuinely sick and start over again in regards to meds than have them try and fiddle around with a mess of a combo and try and make it work right now.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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