No.. I'm just annoyed that my parents expect me to make them money when they both allowed my moms ex to contribute to my suffering - And now time has passed.. When I could have spent time working with my mind, having hobbies, going to school, etc.

My mind grew the wrong way - And I snapped it with the trip. I could have been psychotic forever. But my brain at that moment was like a puzzle that barely allowed me to get by in this moment.

No one understands what happened to me - They just expect me to stop complaining and carry on.

That's why I can't work for anyone anymore - I tried trades. But inside of me was a combination of screaming from being burned alive and yet also dead inside.

I don't want to do anything physically - I want to use my mind. But it's almost fried up. Idk if it's a glitch in this simulation that I don't think anyone will ever understand.