Oh absolutely yes.

I will try to remember to come back and write more later. I'm at the tail end of my break now and need to get back to work.

eta ok now i'm at lunch. I've been thinking about this in the back of mind mind since earlier. Even though I totally still respect her a ton as a T and am still hugely grateful for all the changes I made in myself with her help over the years - I absolutely believe that i was fooled by her therapist persona. Like I trusted that that was all I would ever see or something.

(i wrote more but it was a little too much. so i removed the too much. sorry.)