I woke up really late at 8. I had to rush a bit. I had to shower because I had not taken one in 3 days. But I made it to my therapy appointment. I told her what was up with my health issues. I said "I'm not scaring you am I?" And she said "a little bit." I then had to reassure her what I had was not contagious and I specfically asked the nurse yesterday if it was ok to make my appointments and she said yes. My therapist said I participated well but that maybe I should have just stayed home because I was not feeling good. On my way out I heard her ask the receptionist where the lysol was.

The second I got home I got a call from my doctors office and I have an appointment with a kidney doctor on Tuesday. I'm a bit concerned at how fast I was able to get an appointment as a new patient. Often specialists are booked pretty far out these days. I wonder if they are that worried. My mom told me not to read so much into it. I have my ultrasound tommorow which took 2 weeks to set up.

But basically today I'm mostly just tired and headachy again. I called my Pdocs office and asked if they could help me out with my anxiety but I didn't explain the valium situation so all they said was "just take the vistereil."

I'm feeling a bit blah and I made some double noodle soup. I dumped the broth out because I didn't want the sodium. I ate most of the soup but I went to put the bowl on the table and I missed the table and the bowl fell. It was a childhood soup bowl from my grandma. She gave my siblings and I each one. All 3 have lasted more then 20 years. The handle fell off it and the top got chipped. I wonder if its still useable though. I just took some tylenol for my headache since that was part of my problem.