Freaking out about my heart. I've decided to continue taking the atenolol.

There's so much I have to say about things - I'm so full of worries about everything. I just want to live and have a good life and if not, I want to die - But also, I'm OK just existing right now. It can be torture.

I live for my family - That is the only thing right now. I will figure out many reasons to live and not "Live or die" for ONE reason. I'm not stupid.. Idk why people ask me stupid questions like that about myself.