Sessions once a week weren’t enough, now we are doing twice weekly sessions and that’s not enough either. Even if I had a session every single day, I would still want more. I don’t like this feeling of needing you. I don’t like that I just want to be a toddler again and for you to scoop me up and hold me and soothe me like my parents never did. I told you the paternal transference would get out of hand didn’t I? Why didn’t you believe me? It hurts so much.