Um. I'm not as okay as I thought I was with you saying no to the letter I asked you for. Was it really that much to ask? I even said short was fine, that I just wanted something. But you still said no.

Finally. Here come the tears. Why L? Why couldn't you just do that one little thing? Did I really ask you for so much? I would have been happy with one or two little sentences. Just something that was from you. But you couldn't do that for me.

Why not? Why am I not worthy of that?

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