I’m angry T. How can you just let me sit there and cry hysterically because I desperately just want my past to be different and all the hurt and pain to have never have happened, and then whilst I am still extremely distressed at the end of the session, just send me on my merry way knowing that I am going home to an empty house and have nobody I can talk to or comfort me. How the hell can you do that? That isn’t caring about me, that’s abandonment. Exactly the same as what everyone else has done. Is therapy just repeating those same patterns? The intense pain that it causes me certainly feels like it. Why won’t you soothe me, comfort me and reassure me. For once just take off your therapist hat and be a human being.
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