I just want to say I don't feel like I'm in psychosis. No-one has noticed a change in me. I don't get hallucinations currently. I know I have in the past. But currently I'm fine. I have had delusions in the past too but I don't think I have them currently. Again I have had paranoia in the past but I don't have it currently.
I feel like the meds dumb me down and I am free currently in my mind I feel like I'm not dozed down like I have been.
Yes I admit my anxieties are high, my sleep is out of the park as in I'm struggling to get to sleep and get up, I'm talking to myself more of late too... but I think that's it. I don't think I have any other issues.
Forgive me if I'm wrong but I can't see a difference other than the last paragraph.
I'm building up the courage to tell my Sister but as of tonight I'm struggling to tell her. I hate disappointing people so not telling her means she isn't disappointed in me. If that makes sense?
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