I found my magic drug Geodon when I was 14 in July of 2007 After severely struggling and in and out of the hospitals since March 2006. I was still in and out of the hosptals until December 2007 but since then its only been 3 times. I got incredibly close though in December 2020. I got super lucky I found the Geodon so quickly and its still working. Then the lamictal I was put on in 2014. So lamictal/geodon is what works for me and then a benzo of some type and I am fairly stable. Mainly I'm stable though as a result of my surgery since my main issue was always my PMDD and I had to go off my birth control to go on my injections.