This disease has cost me a lot. In a whirlwind I was divorced, went off my meds for three months, went on an insane spending binge which lasted two years, fell into a mountain of debt, was hospitalized and had to go on medical leave for suicidality, costing me my overtime gig and the money involved with it, totaled my car leading to a ghastly insurance rate, and I'm basically sliding by making only enough to pay child support for my 3 kids and my car payment and insurance. And my latest W-2 says I made 85k last year. Something wrong with this picture. Now I'm on meds that make it extremely difficult to get out of bed on time for work, I'm tired throughout the day, and I'm completely demoralized by my financial situation.